BEE LB

is an array of letters, bound to impulse; an artist creating delicate connections. they have called any number of places home; currently, somewhere between coming and going on unceded Anishinaabe land in Michigan. they can be reached by email and found at the links below.

EVENTS

DETROIT ZINE FEST, May 16, 2026 at The Jam Handy, 12-6pmSOUTH BEND ZINE FEST, June 13, 2026 at LANGLAB, 1-6pm

ZINES

we're all freaks hereoriginal sun soundMY FAVORITE SEASON IS THE FALL I'M INperhaps we've arrived at the endSANS DESPERATIONMY FAVORITE SEASON IS THE WINTER I'M INthe majority of my zines can be found hereZINE MAIL CLUB coming soon!

POETRY

life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it; night go dense ritual daggercage in the back of the car, GROTTO Journalready to lose, Glass: A Journal of Poetrysee you in heaven, DISCOUNT GUILLOTINEpoem without people, Abobo Zine vol. 2AND / WHAT / SO, little mistakes, Gone Lawn 47, winter solstice, 2022more poems can be read here (currently incomplete)

OTHER WRITING

No Intercessions, Badlung Press "Nobody Knows You're A Dog" Anthologyphotos forming series, self-published

PHOTOGRAPHY

NIGHT DRIVE, Gone Lawn 63VANTAGE POINT, FREE TICKET TO HEAVEN, PAIRED, Welter Before / AfterCOLD BEER INSIDE, QUICK SHOT, OHIOAN AIR, HIGH WATER, DISTANCE, PULP Queer Westernsatrophy, molded, the engine(idling Issue 4: Haunts & HometownsHOME 2-6, t'ART Press winter editionBULLET HOLE, HOME, OTHER DOOR PLEASE, QUEER HEARTS, RURAL KING, ABANDONED SHARDS, fifth wheel pressmore photography can be seen here

WORKSHOPS

workshops are currently on hold, but materials for all past workshops can be purchased for $10 each here

ZINE MAIL

for those who want more zines in their life:seasonal zine mail includes a quarter size zine created and sent seasonally (4 zines a year). $8 per quarterbonus zine mail includes the seasonal zine and a bonus minizine from my archive sent with it (8 zines a year). $10 per quarterannual zine mail includes the seasonal and bonus zines, as well as another zine from my archive (12 zines a year). $100 per yearnot ready to signup for zine mail? you can find my zines individually here

SIGNUP

when you sign up, make sure to submit the form on this page along with the payment so you'll be added to the coming quarter's mail list. i keep track of who gets what zine so you don't get repeats!all zine mail is sent on a rough quarterly schedule, according to the seasons. the first quarterly zine (fall), was finished at the end of september, while the second (winter), was finished in mid december, and the third (spring) is likely to be finished early may. no matter the timeline, if you've signed up for zine mail, you will eventually get your zine(s) in the mail! :-)

PORTFOLIO

ForthcomingLOVE FOR SALE, Purple Ink Press, The Bimbo Book IIdis/engagement, fifth wheel press motherboard (republished)i have held this fear too close, too quiet, t'ART Trans Tongues volume 5self-portrait as the prophet tiresias, Mister Midnight Issue 1

2026february, i don’t think i am a glass vase but just the most miserable of men, Ouch! Collective Volume 5 (print)BONUS, DIZZIED, LIGHTBLEED 8, DISPLAY 4, Pornstar Martini Magazine Volume VIII: Escapism (digital purchase only)baby, with this sun shining & snow falling, it could be winter all year long, JAKEa brother is also a bird, jagged edgelife is unfair, kill yourself or get over it; night go dense ritual daggerode to each life in sightline, ALOCASIA: 99 queer writers on plants and nature (republished) (print only)FREE TICKET TO HEAVEN, Howl & Hold feral grief zine issue two: altars (digital puchase/print only)NIGHT DRIVE, Gone Lawn 63

2025VANTAGE POINT, FREE TICKET TO HEAVEN, PAIRED, Welter Before / Afteri get lonely sometimes. everybody does., t'ART Issue Ten: Empty/Full (print only)it's a kink / not a curse, t'ART Trans Tongues vol. 3 (print only)cage in the back of the car, GROTTO Journalfor you, fifth wheel press effervescent (republished)october, many moons, moonhaze, Pornstar Martini Magazine Volume VII: Awakening (digital purchase only)there’s only so many synonyms for desperate; i want to b good w/o getting better; transient longing; transient longing redux; do it with dignity; impossible to be remembered, impossible to forget; a strong performance; watched pot never ruptures, SANS DESPERATION (print)Rate my body from one to contained, t'ART Between Queer Teeth (print only)inflamed hearts, twenty seven hours, forty five minutes, DISCOUNT GUILLOTINE (print only)april shower, LIGHTBLEED 13, Froot Punch 3 (print)Small Talk Warning, Poet Lore Vol. 119 (print only)july, unmoored in time, Sturgeon Moon Reviewdualities, ballast journalENTRY LOG, fifth wheel press brainrotcomparison study, AIR/CAUTION, LEFTOVERS, SEALED, t'ART Issue Nine: Break/Mend (print)august, give up the grief, flashback, Sybilignore my hands in your pockets, i’m only looking for change, Plork Press PLORKOLOGY 2025 (print)RISK, poem in which no one dies, Trash Wonderland The Resurrection of Trash Wonderlandit’s just not— i don’t get it, i can’t ask if you’ll forgive me if i want to let you forget me, Barely South Review Issue 16.2if ever there were a time for arrival, The Lindenwood Reviewan attempted translation, Ouch! Collective Volume 4 (print)see you in heaven, DISCOUNT GUILLOTINEearly, divine child, tête-à-tête, Sturgeon Moon ReviewHOME, if ever there were time for an arrival, HOME 7, We Sleep in the Same Bed Like Good Animals, Drifter Zine MI CASA SU CASA (print)THE LIES OVERLAP, ALONGSIDE THE YEARS, +doc.8 Winter 2025 (Pushcart Nominee)Moral Implication, FEELSZine Issue 23: Disability (print only)want in one hands, wings in the other, t'Art Press Trans Tongues Volume 2 (print only)less a mall & more broken behemoth, buffalo66, DISCO, TRANSITION, the engine(idling Issue 5: Trashy Daydreamstwo worlds right next door to each other, JAKE Last Good Thing About This Part of Town

2024marching towards salt river park, PERFORMERS ONLY, CIRCUS MIRROR TRICKS, JAKE Dovetailspoem without people, Abobo Zine vol. 2ode to messy emotions, poem-to-go, JAKE Shameless Namedroppingfirst to go, mirrored aubade, Gone Lawn 58, cold moon, 2024poem without people, freedom sticks like a sliver, BS/WS Migrations Folioi'm all pistols, no holsters, chaps and bullets, HIGH NOON, While in the Wild West, I WILL NEVER BE A COWBOY; COLD BEER INSIDE, QUICK SHOT, OHIOAN AIR, HIGH WATER, DISTANCE, PULP Queer Westernspoem from the mouth of the future, Cosmic Daffodil FUTURE VISIONSthe endless act of leaving, prefabrication, atrophy, molded, the engine(idling Issue 4: Haunts & Hometownslake superior burning, ash unfolding into flame, if i keep the poems but burn the letters, fifth wheel press light em upgas leak, Pornstar Martini Magazine Volume IV Anniversary EditionHOME 2-6, t'ART Press winter editionnothing gets everywhere, SCAB Issue 15femminineo, i am barely an animal, falling in place, SORTES 19: The Castle, The Laboratory, The Moneydogwood replaced by interference, Black Eyed Susan, Belt MagazineWetland March, Mantis Literary Magazine Mantis 22 (Summer 2024) (print only)BULLET HOLE, HOME, OTHER DOOR PLEASE, QUEER HEARTS, RURAL KING, ABANDONED SHARDS, fifth wheel presshappened, or didn't, Lamplit Underground Volume 10: Eaten Alivenothing means nothing, Bullshit Lit Third AnthologyPROPERTY LOG, Biscuit Hill Issue #8Every night the moon changes / Do you love me / I love the moon., manywor(l)ds Issue 5so, comma, so, Pornstar Martini Magazine Volume III Playhouseinstant gratification, Squawk Backanother blue lemon please, JAKEreader, i'm sorry if this image is now yours to carry too, Stonecoast Review Issue 21 Ethical Storytelling (print)time has slowed, so, In Parentheses Volume 8, Issue 3 (print/digital purchase only)june, Scapegoat Review Summer 20242023, Little Patuxent Review (digital purchase only)i’m beautiful again, highlight, cat’s got your tongue?, less than nine lives, hangnail, and god told me to, Bullshit Litstarlit starlet, self-portrait as parasocial relationship, snuff st☆r, devil i know wants the angel i don’t, TWINK DEATH, PULP Lit Mag ISSUE ONEmy brother; bronzed grackle, Packingtown Review Volume 21schism, The Fourth River Issue 19, Disability: Visible and Invisible (print only)sure, cleave, symbolism;, dream world, White Wall Review Issue 52iron dream, july again, The Broadkill Review Summer 2024if you haven't makeshift showered in a public bathroom, you haven't lived, Plork Press Plorkology 2024 (print)seasickness, Jet Fuel Review Issue 27linguistic oddities, ANGLES Issue 10all at once, The Garlic Press Issue 1there is a before, regardless, ballast Issue 2.2September, State Trunkline, Good Morning, The Sun in October, Peninsula Arts Magazine Issue 2 (print)In my next life, let me be, Birdy Magazine Issue 124 (print)still, somehow, Grief as Juggling Act, en⁎genderedthe definition of home is, the beginning of the end starts again, Revolute .005cartilage, blood, bone, and lymph, Menagerie Magazine ISSUE 7to be read in front of a live studio audience, eulogy card, the engine(idling Issue 2: The Slantoff track, escape unwound, a tear in the seam, corporealtime fluid, Mirror Scene, Denver Quarterly 58.2 (print only, available by email)memories flicker light over camera reel, Concision Poetry Journal Issue 4.1i didn't see it but it was there, happy dead dad day to all who celebrate 🎉, JAKEstarless, Paperbark Issue 05 (print only)another blasphemous god, dirt childRUSH, The Dream of Reincarnation, Every knife / you push in a man / will want out, Bullshit Lit HORNS Issue 4redacted asks what being loved feels like, The Lindenwood Review Issue 14bootcut, Ouch! Collective vol. 3 (print)poem in which i'm the bad guy, Pornstar Martini Magazine Volume II - Poisonoussome part of me always leaking, The Call Center Collective Issue 2the enormity of tragedy is a hard act to follow, Ghost Girls Zine Grief Issuehere is the world & my body in it, In my next life, let me be, when things were good, fifth wheel press secrets in the gardena poem in which you are not playing, trampsetIf life is as short as our ancestors say it is, I've already wasted most of mine, ephemeras Debut Issuecocktail crush, antithetical, gold > silver < pink, identity markers, Bullshit Litbroken abecedarian with a nod toward the history of things, mod podge, Sybil Journal (Puschart and BotN Nominee)self-portrait as time passing, Lucky Jefferson 365 Collection (finalist for LJ Poetry and Prose Contest)

2023it only took eighteen days, case hardened, The Broadkill Reviewto the constellation of scars expanding my belly, eighteen, when i see the stars in the night sky, THE CONFORMIST, Moonlight Idiosyncrasiesa hasty explanation, The Hellebore Issue 11: Equinoxpoem in which i'm the bad guy, BarBar Vol. II "I Probably Shouldn’t Tell You This"my brother; bronzed grackle, Mister Magazine Mr. Webbluet or something like it, Bear Paw Arts Journal Issue 1to face myself, Vulnerary Magazine Fall 2023 ShowcaseFind the falls through the field, St. Lawrence Distributing the Treasures of the Church, self-portrait as a body of confusion, reader, Rundelania No. 14i remember lying, Anodyne Magazine Vol. 1 (print+digital download only)afterimage, Hominum Journal Issue 4High Noon, tonight's the night, i'm the magician, Pornstar Martini Magazine Volume Ia tear in the seam, i arrive in the world as a mirror, In Parentheses Volume 7, Issue 4 (print / digital purchase only)linguistic oddities, DISTEND, a ghost must be, Transients Magazine Issue I ─ Autumn 2023Heat Gauge, if you know where you want to be, why aren’t you there?, Squawk BackHeat Advisory, The Leaving, Sunday Mornings at the River Mother Nature Burns Anthology (print only)as in tool, JAKErung, midsummer magazine Issue 1all my friends are deviants, fifth wheel press dreamland (republished)poem with the mouth of a fire, life's a circus, i'm a clown! SORTES 15: Sticky Marmalade; Opposite Directionpast down, Harpur Palate Issue 22.1daily listing, Star 82 Review (print)i'm going to die here in michigan, Drifter Zine DELIRIUM (print)Ode to the Hungry, Dunes Review 27.1 (print only)first chime, Faultline Journal of Arts and Letters Vol. 32 / Spring 2023 (print only)approaching in reverse, Devastation Babyto those unrecognizable in the face of the past, Clepsydra Issue 3: Reflectionslough, fear and what makes it, my brother; bronzed grackle, A BRIEF HISTORY OF PERSONAL FREEDOM, EVASION, AND INVASION, solar system inhabited, tagvverkfear chased me home, Penumbra Online Ungendering Genderuntruths, Palindrome Journal Issue 1: When I Get Youngeri'm tired of virgin saints, give me the sluts, Angelical Ravings Zine Archives of the Ornate (print only)creative inquiry (Pushcart Nominee), anti pastoral (Best Microfiction Nominee), Move, here, manywor(l)ds Issue 1i wouldn't give anything to go back, Barely South ReviewLife Sized Barbie, Catchwater Magazine Issue 5: MediaOne Eleven Follows, Snarl Issue 5, Spring 2023 (print/digital purchase only)my brother; bronzed grackle, a better happier St Agatha, TAB: The Journal of Poetry & Poeticsstained glass, Chapter House Journal Summer 2023when i think of my mother, i remember, Gone Lawn 50, buck moon, 2023CALLBACK, all my friends are deviants, Scudfor you, Deep Overstock #21: Romance (print)instructions for saving yourself, Stone Circle Review (Pushcart Nominee)friction polish, The OffingOUT OF TOWN, The Racket Journal 83POEM FOR THE READER, what will it take to continue living?, symbolism;, Trash WonderlandLa Pluie (The Rain), 1886, Sweet: A Literary Confection (ekphrastic)i will tell you this (ii), i am a body of exhaustion, iconography, a body of water, escape room, theme: life, corporeal litmagHow to Speak, Red Weather Issue 40 (out of print)sweet wet crunch, Third Iris Issue 5: Nostalgiaadrift, 300 Days of Sun Volume 2 Issue 4, Spring 2023 (print only, available by email)8/8, i want to create a world in which i'm not saying any of this, BarBar Dreams of 2023Child Like Wonder, Curio Cabinet Magazine Issue 2 (digital purchase only)true or false, more or less, tonight i'll settle for anything, Landfillode to trintellix, Bender ZineSELF-ASSESSMENT, OxMag Issue 50my brother; bronzed grackle, The Lincoln Review Issue 4 (BotN Nominee)Retreat, Portage Magazineimperfect personification, Letter to a Young Poet, JAKEi will tell you this, Great Lakes Reviewode to the beginning of spring, Scapegoat Review, Spring 2023motion's point of entry, fifth wheel press come sail awaycollection, Roanoke Reviewloosed associations, mother tongue, Midwestern Heat Magazine Issue 1i step inside myself, The Lindenwood Review Issue 13saint lawrence, St. Lawrence County Arts Poetry Thursday ExibitWhile in the Wild West, birdy magazine Issue 110life as a series of endings with no beginnings, FEELSZine Issue 19: Shame (print only)OVERLAID, MOODY MAGAZINE (out of print)following a trail to its end, ballast journala poem in which there are no answers (BotN Nominee), it starts, The Inflectionist Review Issue 15circus poem #3, The Racket Journal Issue 74You Ask Me How I'm Doing And I Tell You, River and South Review Issue 10, Winter 2023deluge, Clepsydra Literary and Art Magazine Issue 2: Deluge

2022AND / WHAT / SO, little mistakes, Gone Lawn 47, winter solstice, 2022exposure, just a little, just because, Vulnerary Magazine Winter Issue: BENUMBEDmy brother; bronzed grackle, The Woodward Review Vol 2, Issue 1this is how you heal, The Ignatian Literary Magazine Fall 2022 Issuename me, Apricity MagazineODE TO HOW I HAPPENED, Figure 1, Issue 6babundance, The Dawn Review Issue 1Redwood Fairy Rings, Popshot Quarterly Magazine Issue 38: Roots (now defunct)withdrawal from reality, on losing myself to myself, The Institutionalized Review Issue 2 (now defunct)15 ways to stay alive, deLuge Journal Issue 8.1: Fall/Winter 2022a catalogue of selves, Inlandia Fall Issuefirst date / end date, G⁎Mob Issue 16: The Thing About Monsterssomewhere between the longest day and the shortest night, THINGS THAT ARE BOTH TRUE AND FALSE, Marías at Sampaguitas Issue 5: Rituals (audio, text now defunct]the first understanding of fear, Pink Pansy Press, Issue 1: Haunting (now defunct)on denying myself in search of another, Ouch! Collective Vol. 1 (print only)miss you. would like the chance to know you., PCC Inscape Literary Magazine Folio 8: Love Letters to the Forgottenwe know what lives here, There's Nothing Sexy About Wanting to Die, Lammergeier Magazine Issue 13 (now defunct)on an otherwise unremarkable night, I WILL NEVER BE A COWBOY, origin story, Poetry, This Screaming Mad//man, Deep Overstock #18: Old Favorites (print, audio)in celebration of a life lasting longer than expected, ari, Third Iris Issue 4: Intertwined (now defunct)ode to each life within sightline, ALOCASIA Issue 2: Autumn Equinox, 2022the secret to being happy is to forget all the reasons you have not to be, Another Chicago Magazine
Ritual Issue
YOKE, FOLIO Literary Journal Volume 37 (digital puchase/print)hunger moon—, fifth wheel press the truth is in the stars anthology (republished) (print)Hunger Moon, The Jarnal Vol. 2 (print only)my brother; bronzed grackle, Many Nice Donkeys Volume 1, Issue 2euphony, Penumbra Summer 2022: Celebrating Prideto remember the future, LEVITATE Magazine Issue 6: Nostalgiaode to this grey sky, Up the Staircase Quarterly Odes Issuedis/engagement, Black Stone / White Stone Making the Machines that Destroy Us Zine (digital purchase)the gift of a memory that doesn't exist, i am made comfortable, Ephemera, Dark August, Paddler Press Volume 5: Summer Fare (print/digital purchase only)crossing, Moon Cola Zine Issue 3: Hot Girl Summer Bummer (now defunct)poem in which i'm the bad guy, nostalgia for what never was, JAKEA Series of Requests for Whoever's Listening, Red Weather Literary Magazine Edition 39 (out of print)the inversion of we, The Champagne Room Issue 2 (print only)arduous inclinations, Penumbra Spring Issuediscoveries unnew, FEELS Zine Issue 17: Growth (print only)Ephemera, Snarl: A Journal of Literature and Art Issue 3 (print/digital purchase only)crawling my way out of my life, self portrait as voyeur, Wayne Literary Review 2022 Edition, Escapism (out of print)I DOWNLOAD LEX FOR THE SECOND TIME, etiolate, ANGLES Issue 10the beginning of the end made endless, left to unfurl, Call me Brackets Issue 8: Call me [When It's Over]MERCY, Mortal Mag (now defunct)small truths, The Elevation Review National Poetry Month Issue (now defunct)heavy, what hope for life, Press Pause Press Volume 6 (print)only hope subsiding, line drawn, an offering, Eclipse Zine Issue 03, Anagapesis (archive only, now defunct)THE VOYEUR LED THROUGH LIFE AND DEATH, Black Stone / White Stone, (BotN Nominee)instructions for care, to bring life, Third Iris Issue 3, botanica (now defunct)1/1, heartwood, the things i want want me / but i do not want them back, Vulnerary Magazine

DEFUNCT WRITING

2023degrees of separation, SEPIAmy mother's sweet tooth, Third Iris Issue 6: Forever Soup2022crawling my way out of my life, self portrait as voyeur, Wayne Literary Review 2022 Edition, EscapismMERCY, Mortal Magsmall truths, The Elevation Review National Poetry Month Issue